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1. Geh..., ummm... cheese?
   

   Player Chronicle -- Posted on Oct 31 2008

   I really can't think of a blog title right now. And this blog switches topics rapidly, try and keep up.
   
   Sorry about the last two blog posts, they were copied from other sites. But this blog is completely original.
   
   I've been in a sour mood the past few days. I came to the realization that my friends don't care about me (not being emo) and that after all I've done for them, even saying I would die for them all, they don't care. All these years of being a shoulder to lean on and when I need help they either say "quit being emo" or "damn, that sucks" or just flat out ignore me.
   
   It seems like around this time of year people change. Like their attitudes become more noticeable.
   
   Everytime I get a whiff of the air outside it reminds of middle school: things changing for better and worse, things I couldn't control, thoughts constantly racing. It happens every year. Part of me remembers the good things, the other part wished it would go away.
   
   I forgot to update about my family's situation: my drunk uncle moved out and is living by himself, my cave uncle is a greedy bastard and wants all the insurance money to himself and wants my mom to pay the debts, my cousin is being gypped out of money for fixing up the house, my uncle wants to throw everything out and forget it all. Meanwhile Oregon has completely bowed out, took what money was left to him, and is staying in Oregon.
   
   My house is fricken cold: we don't have central heating but we have electric heaters.
   
   My dad had his shoulder operated on last week and it'll be about another month before he can go back to work. In the meantime me and my mom have to listen to him moan and groan constantly.
   
   There have been talks about my old youth pastor coming back to speak to the youth one Wednesday night. I've been told he accepted the offer, but no date is set for it. Speaking of youth pastors; my head pastor and the board met with a couple a week ago and I haven't heard anything about them since. I guess they weren't right for the job.
   
   In gaming news: my 360 sucks and I need a new one. It vibrates so hard that you can get a foot massage from it. It's scratched 2 games already and I can barely play them.
   I didn't get Grandia 2, it was already sold, but I got something better: Soul Calibur. Hells yeah. For $15? You can bet I snatched that up like a hooker being offered $2000 for a kiss.
   
   I wanted to play some PC games but for some reason I just can't get into them. I've lost my touch at Counter Strike, what little touch I had. The racing games just seem to repeat themselves. I can't install any games on DVD because the player won't work for some reason. I'll have to check that out tomorrow also.
   
   BEN: I'm too lazy to write a message to you but (1 is it possible to increase the size of the writing area for blogs/chronicles and (2 is the url for a clan the direct link to it or do I have to use a special one? I want to recruit more people for my clan.
   
   That's about it. That's about all.
   
   Holy crap I just hit refresh and nearly had a heart attack. The site saves the blog... good thinking Ben.
   
   Keep Playing.

   
   

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